ADDITEDtoL-O-V-E!!!

2008-05-08T01:26:00.002+08:00

Hey everyone!!
Im changing from blogspot to wordpress.
Re-link mi at
www.ongbb.wordpress.com

Thank!!

2008-04-30T22:18:00.002+08:00

HL just left, and i'm starting to miss him already.
Wonder how long before we can meet again =(

Tomorrow is public holiday,
which mean no school for mi~
YEAH!!
But HL got to work, and got to work till very late,
so no meet up tml =(

Okie, got to start doing my PP,
if not fail cannot graduate.

imissHL...

2008-04-29T09:42:00.002+08:00

I'm so god damn bored!!
I'm in my class now, and having my break out 1.
Today's problem is easy, although i don't really understand,
but i have 2 expert in my team, they seems like they know everything =D
So i can just relax and wait for them to explain to mi.

2 days back was HL and mine 14months anniversary~
As usual, no present, no meet up too =x
Just some sweet mgs and till now i still feel sweet,
LOL!!

Yesterday chat with HL through the phone,
and he said he would take leave on wed to accompany mi~
And, of course we'll be meeting today and he's gonna stay over tonight!!
He said will be fetching mi today,
looking forward to it, school faster end!! XD

I wan watch "Forbidden Kingdom" & "Iron Man"
And i wan watch 老师嫁老大...!!

("v")

2008-04-26T18:38:00.002+08:00

Most of us or rather,
everyone of us,
will hope and wish to find a perfect bf.
Perfect as in;
got look, got money, got education, got car, got house &
good character (honest,caring,respect,romantic,etc).

Mi too, hope and wish to find someone perfect.

I am wondering,
WHY ON EARTH WOULD I FALL FOR SOMEONE WITHOUT ANYTHING I MENTION ABOVE!!!???

NO LOOK!! NO MONEY!! NO EDUCATION!! NO CAR!!
NO HOUSE!! WORST, NO CHARACTER!!!

Hmmm, i must be crazy...
To fall for someone who doesn't have anything...
But, i still like,
still love...
("v")

2008-04-25T18:02:00.003+08:00

Time to update~
Okiie, im sick since Sunday.
I started with cough, then flu.
Followed by sore throat, and lastly fever.

FUCK!!
Seriously feel like killing people,
im so so sick, so so uncomfortable,
and i feel like vomiting =s

Went to see doctor on Monday,
it was PeiBing who accompany mi to doctor.
Thanx girl!!

And guess what??
HL came over during the night just because im sick!!
Although he onli came after i get angry,
but im still gald that he was there,
when i needed him the most.
And, he stay over =D

Still feeling sick even until now.
Cough cough and cough!!
Just now walk home onli then like want to die liao.
My xin, fei and gang like going to fall out liao.
And feel like vomiting again.

Haiz~
But i hope to get sick again!!
Cause HL will come and take care of mi!!
LOL!!

Didn't go school this whole week expect today.
My classmate actually ask mi to join for the class outing on Wed =]]
You know how it feels to get accepted??
They didn't outcast mi because my english is bad and,
they don't judge people based on what kind brand of clothes people are wearing.

Ok, im tired...
Going to take a nap now.
Byebye~

2008-04-18T18:44:00.003+08:00

I dunno what's so funny or,
what's so wrong with my water bottle,
it's just a normal water bottle loh!!
But all the guys in my class are making fun of it,
even HL loh! =s

Maybe the size of my water bottle is a bit huge,
and the shape is a bit weird,
(For your info, my water bottle is dark pink in colour and very long)
but also no need say it's my "Best-Friend" what!!
Shit u YUTAKI!!
You're the one who started it!!

I went to sch today, so proud of myself!!
Wahahaha!!
This week i onli pon 1 time loh!!

This semt classmate better, at least no bitchy ppl =p
But they are all very serious,
which is kind of boring..
Hope i won't need to drag myself to sch anymore..
LOL!!

I'm starting to miss JenEE liao,
we haven meet for so long!!
LAO CHAR BO!!
Meet mi can?? What u wan now??
Got poly friends dun need sec friend liao huh!?
When free go Bing house play mahjong again hor!!

I wanna work!!
I miss hailong XD

2008-04-18T01:37:00.000+08:00

Okie, lets recall.
On 15th April,
finally after 11days, i meet up with HL.
LOL!!
*HAPPY*

He's such a sucker loh!!
Forever late man!!
Make mi wake for him for 40min.
Ass Hole!!
But i like :)

We meet at Jurong Point,
had our dinner at KFC.
then went for movie "Street King".
Although something cropped up,
we still manage to spend our time together.

To all people:
Pls dun waste your money to watch "Street King"!!
It's horrible!! DAMN BORING!!
I keep looking at my watch to check if it's finishing soon.
That's the first time i almost fall asleep during the show.

After movie we head back home,
and he stay over.
He's leaving for work the next day on 5.30am,
but promise to be back by 12.30pm.
And he did it!!
Which make mi feel so so happy =]]

Okie, im so filled with love right now.
Haha!!
He onli leave on Thursday morning to work.
And i skip sch that day cause im too tired.

And now its already Friday, 1.32am,
i have to wake up in another 5hr times.
Okie!! Byebye!!
Will update again.

Hope the next time we meet,
it will not be another 10days later...
LOve HL.

2008-04-14T00:51:00.000+08:00

Waolao!!
It's been 10days since i last met HL,
i so miss him like shit can!!

Sometime, especially when we had a fight,
i cant feel the love from him,
i can onli feel the hated he had for mi.
Like, it is my fault,
to ask for a little bit of his care and concern.

Anyway, we are fine once again =]
I am hoping that Tues can come faster,
cause he promise to meet mi that day.

School had started last week.
Hmmm, manage to made some "Hi, Bye" friends.
Thats all ba.
Still trying to get use to sch life,
but it's damn boring lah!!

Ooh, i pon sch on last fri,
and i had a big fight with HL.
I should had resist the temptation of going to Levi sale.
Haiz.

Okie, time to say byebye.
Having sch tml and it's 12.51am now.
Good night everyone!!
Love you ppl!!

左边
总是忍不住寂寞掉下眼泪
你才会给安慰
担心短暂的晴天随时都可能
被阴狸收回
等待有机会最坏也最甜美
我乐观却疲惫
因为太怕失去你所以连快乐里
都装满伤悲

你不曾发觉你总是用右手
牵着我
但是心却跳动在左边
你和我之间的遥远永远隔着亲切
爱少的可怜
伸出右手想陪着你向前走
感受你爱我的心跳在左边
那么深深爱你的我想信你会了解

总在埋怨过你的冷漠之后
又急着说抱歉
仿佛向疏远的你乞求一点体贴
都是我不对
结果有可能最美也最可悲
我做好了准备
也许太自由的你心里面那个家
谁也不能回

我一直相信总有一天
你会用左手牵着我走向明天
未来很遥远却会实现
心在同一边就能够听见
你说的那句我爱你

你不曾发觉你总是用右手
牵着我
但是心却跳动在左边
你和我之间的遥远永远隔着亲切
爱少的可怜
伸出右手想陪着你向前走
感受你爱我的心跳在左边
那么深深爱你的我想信你会了解

But the most i love is HL~

2008-04-04T02:42:00.000+08:00

Suddenly,
it feel so weird that HL is not by my side.
Maybe,
I'm used to him staying beside mi at this hour.

He stay over at my house for the last 2 days.
I really enjoy the time when we're together.
I hope that we can be like that for the rest of our life.

Do you know;
i dun mind spending the rest of my life paying debt,
i dun mind going to China with you,
i dun mind living in a kampong/village for the rest of my life,
i dun mind doing anything or everything,
as long as it is with you...

Okie, i need to work hard.
Got to TRY to go sch more often.
Work, work, work and save money!!
Hope my manager will put mi work on weekends.

Sch is starting next week.
S-I-A-N!!
But no choice.
Have to study still.

On another note,
i really have the urge to have baby.
LOL!!
Can i have 1??
HL...

2008-03-31T18:01:00.004+08:00

H-A-I-Z!!
Yesterday was my last day of work in Dior,
cause sch is starting in one week time.
S-I-A-N!!!
Okie, i really love and enjoy working there.
They are all very nice people~
I'm gonna miss them and their joke hell lots!!

This sweet & cute little baby girl is NOT mine =x
Hahaha!!
Well, she's my 大哥 wife de 弟弟 baby girl.
Cause they're busy so my mum help to take care of her for 2 days.
She's very guai loh, (maybe still small) eat and sleep onli.
Didn't cry or make noise wan.
Feel like having one too!!
But i scare PAIN leh!!
LOL!!
Anyway, still early to say such thing.
=]]

Okie, off to another topic.
Dunno how long ago,
should be on the early march,
went to this hotel for buffet dinner.
I forget the name of this hotel liao.
The food there so-so loh,
but i LOVE the chocolate and pudding there!!
Oh yah, i LOVE the ice-cream too!!
Chocolate ice-cream with hot-fudge and chocolate topping.
BEST!!

Went movie and Swensen with HL at West Mall.
That's the first time we went to had Swensen.
Wahaha!!
The feeling so different loh,
cause we normally eat at coffee shop or cook ourselves wan.
*SWEET*

Should i learn driving too??

2008-03-29T03:11:00.001+08:00

Haiz.
Just now my friend msn mi,
she tell mi our class for year 2 come out le,
ask mi go check.

I check le,
also saw the faces of my new "CLASSMATE".
Didn't know where that block is,
and i know none of them.

Haiz.
I really feel that sch is not the place for mi.
Just the though of sch is starting soon makes mi wanna run away.

I would rather work than going to sch.
I would rather spend more $$ to study private than going to sch.
I would rather ba a 24/7 housewife than going to sch.

Haiz!!
I know that studying is important.
It is important because of that cert.
I know that without the cert you will have to work more and being paid less.
I know, i really know...

Why must they force mi to do something that I don't wan to?
It's not that i didn't wan to study,
it's just that i didn't wan to go sch.

Let mi study private,
and work in the mean time,
and i confirm will study hard wan.

I feel that's the best for mi.
But why cant anyone understand how i feel??
=...(

2008-03-27T14:23:00.000+08:00

Hello!!
It's been a long time since i blog.
I'm lazy lah!!
Nothing much to blog anyway.

Okie.
Today is 27/03/08,
which is my 1year 1month anniversary with HL!!
*CLAP CLAP*

But we are NOT meeting today =...(
Anyway,
this is not the first time liao,
so it's okie.
But we did meet yesterday lah,
hahaha!!

I did something nice yesterday.
Guess what??
I cook soup for HL!!
I feel so WEI DA.
Wahahaha!!

That's the first time i cook something decent for HL you know!!
Then he said it's nice~
Although i cut myself while preparing the ingredients,
but it's worth it~
=]]

I want to learn cooking!! Anyone can teach mi??
Must be FOC wan hor.
Thanx ar!!

2008-03-13T01:33:00.002+08:00

How do i live without you?
What my life would be without you?
I really cant imagine...

What if he HAVE to go back on the May of 2009?
What if he never get the chance to come back again?
What should i do?
End this relationship?

I always though that relationship will end only when feeling fade...
But i was wrong...
It can also end when 2 party are deeply in love,
but cant be together...

2008-03-13T01:15:00.002+08:00

为什么相爱的人不能够在一起
偏偏换成了回忆
我带你的照片
找到海角天边
希望你会在出现
为什么相爱的人不能够在一起
偏偏换成了回忆
我就算忘记时间也忘记你
也忘不了我们有过的甜蜜

为什么？

2008-03-03T00:03:00.002+08:00

Been thinking a lot during the pass few days...
Haiz...
No one will know how i feel,
the sadness inside mi...

你在我心里已经生了根,长了树。。。
要是把它砍了或拔了,我会很痛很痛的。。。
而我,也没有想把它拔掉的念头。。。

答应我,
不要因为你觉得我们没有以后,
不要因为你要离开我了,
不要骗我你不爱我了,
所以要跟我分手??

答应我,
除非你不爱我了,
除非你对我一点感觉都没有了,
除非你恨死我狠透我了,
才跟我说分手??

不要叫我忘记,
因为我不想忘记。。。

I love you...
And i know I dun wanna lose you...
I'll try every thing i can,
to make you stay...

I'll never leave you,
till the day you left mi...

2008-02-20T02:27:00.003+08:00

Guess what I'm doing now??
Hahaha!!
I'm chatting in MSN,
with 2 of my EX-BF!!
lOl!!

I find it so funny loh!!
HL everytime say
"You got a lot ex-bf hor."
I now then FEEL that I really have a lot ex-bf.
lOl!!

I promise him that I won't talk to my ex,
but I'm doing it now,
i feel so guilt!!
But okie lah,
he will never find out!!
Wahahaha!!

Shirley so tall, so slim, so pretty.
Xin yee so cheerful, and talkative!!
Have not seen them for age..
Hahaha!!

Okie,
6 days more before i end my holiday~
Hahaha!!
I want eat popeyes!!
Actually I don't really find it very nice,
but since I'm going airport,
so bring HL go try try.

To Jen:
I suggest to have Subway together next time okie??
I tried it and find it quite nice.
Your treat okie??
Thanx in advance!!

Any suggest on what to buy for 1 year anniversary??

2008-02-19T02:17:00.000+08:00

I miss Liu Hai Long!!
7 days more,
i will wait!!

Shimin so weak can!!
This few days she working very hard and,
she fall sick..
She kana Chicken Box!!
lOl!!
Ke lian ar ke lian~
Anyway,
i'm going to visit her tml before going rong xin house bai nian.

Being staying at home for the last 2 days,
so boring!!
Then the stupid Li Hua put her sec 1 photo in msn!!
lOl!!
Make mi laugh non-stop loh!!
So funny!!

Everyone change a lot.
Look more mature and pretty liao.

I love Leo guy!!
They are sweet!!
But i didn't know why my Leo bf not sweet at all!!
Haiz~

Maybe cause my bf is MADE IN CHINA??
That's why not sweet,
but realist??
Maybe...
=[[

I'm gonna fetch HL on 26th,
although i wish him to come back soon,
although i hope and pray that time can pass faster,
but I'm afraid of that day...
The day when he comes back.

2008-02-15T01:54:00.002+08:00

I'm SERIOUSLY miss HL hell lots now =[
I wan to see him!!
Kick his ass!!
AND.
Hug his BIG stomach!!

Haiz =[
12 more days,
before he come back.
Actually quite fast already.
Hahaha!!

Okie,
later 1pm,
the 2 noise wan is coming to my house bai nian.
Pathetic right??
2 ppl come onli..
How i hope that we can be like last time.
Went RX house as a group,
so fun..

Unlike now,
ppl need to work,
some need to study..
Haiz...

Have to sleep early.
If not later i cannot TAKAN!!
Good night!!

I'm missing LHL,
LOTS....

2008-02-14T00:15:00.000+08:00

Glow In The Dark Roses!!

To everyone:
Happy Valentines day!!
Hope everything goes as plan,
and dun quarrel during this special day~
LOl!!

Although he's not here to celebrate with mi,
but it's okie!!
We still have next year~
LOl!!

Of course I'll miss him,
but I'm not that demanding to ask him back on this day~
Since we already spend our last Valentine together,
even thought we are not together for this purpose.
(We spend it together while working OT.)
LOl!!

Yesterday went K again!!
But this time went there with Pei Bing and Yi Jie!!
I miss them so so much!!
Haven get to meet them for the past 8 months..
Long right??
LOl!!

We went Clementi de K.
The K there very nice leh!!
Better then Jurong Entertainment wan..
Next time if wan go, go there de..

After K-ing,
we went Pizza for dinner!!
DAMN nice loh!!
It's being a long time since i had pizza~
Hahaha!!

I'm pack for this week,
expect for weekend~
lOl!!

Now then i realise,
I have lot of friends.
At first i still though that without HL,
I'll be staying at home everyday.

But I'm wrong!!
I went out almost everyday for this week~
And my BESTI gwen is asking mi this everyday,
"When are we meeting? Jen they all more important then mi loh! I'm jealous!"
She so sweet right??
Hahahaha!!

When i have HL,
I didn't have anytime for my friends.
AND,
I'm trying to make up to everyone now!!

Hope after he's back things can change for the better.
Hope he can spare mi sometime,
to meet and catch up with my friends.
I'll LOVE him even more!!

I miss LHL!!
12 more days . . .

2008-02-12T21:44:00.000+08:00

江美琪 - 亲爱的你怎么不在我身边

可是亲爱的你怎么不在我身边
我们有多少时间能浪费
电话再甜美
传真再安慰
也不足以应付不能拥抱你的遥远
我的亲爱的你怎么不在我身边
一个人过一天像过一年
海的那一边
乌云一整片
我很想为了你快乐一点
可是亲爱的
你怎么不在身边

2008-02-06T11:53:00.000+08:00

LOl!!
Yesterday was a fun day~
Went bugis with my les,
we meet damn early loh,
cause later bugis a lot ppl mah.

First time went shopping with her,
lalala~
And I really love shopping with her!!
Hahaha~
But too bad we she's not feeling well.
So we went home after 3hr...

To my Les,
next time go shopping again okie?!
Just the two of us?
miss the time we hold our hands together..

LOL!!
I sound so disgusting.
Okie,
after that went my les house till 8 plus.
She so 爱美 lah..
Cannot stand her..
Then she help mi do manicure.
Okie lah, quite nice loh.
Thanx ar...
Hahaha~

I so 乖 lor...
I reach home before 9pm.
Wahahaha~
Cause I wanna watch channel 8 show and,
I promise HL that I won't go home late.

AND,
I make it!!
Heng I go home early,
cause he sms mi at 9 plus ask mi to give him a call,
if not i DIE DIE DIE!!
Hahaha!!

Something happen today~
And onli my les and mi know.
I shall not say it out,
it shall be a secret.

Anyone interested to know??
SMS mi,
make mi happy and,
maybe I'll tell you.
WAahaha~

Although promise are meant to be broken,
but I'll try to fulfill every promise I make to you,
cause,
you're special to mi.

2008-02-04T23:45:00.000+08:00

LOL!!
I MISS HL HELL LOTS!!
But well,
there's still 22 days to go,
before I can finally see his STUPID face...

I'll wait for his return...
Then I'm gonna force him bring mi go for date,
and,
treat mi something nice!!
Lalala~

Haiz...
22 more days...

2008-02-01T18:08:00.000+08:00

Today's is 1st of Feb,
which mean,
it's the day HL fly to China.

Haiz.
Still remember the last time i blog was 3 days ago.
Time flies,
feel like onli 1 day had pass..

Yesterday meet up with HL at my house,
he was early than before,
12pm reach and,
I was still in my lala land~

Schedule for the day,
watch PPS,
watch TV,
pack luggage
(although he onli bring a small slide bag back),
and he cook dinner for mi!!

I asked him to cook for mi,
cause,
I won't get to eat the food he cook for the next 26days.
3 photo we took yesterday.
LOL!!!

I'm pretty.
Am I??

Not so pretty.
=x

Muack Muack Muack!!!

LOL!!
My sis damn funny lah..
She took out her jacket,
with the good intention of wanting to lend it to HL,
cause it is now winter in China.
She's afraid that HL will catch a cold~
So sweet of her right??
Hahaha...

BUT,
she seriously forget the different in size between HL and her.
If she is S,
then HL will be XXL~
LOL!!
So the end result was

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Too small for him.
AND,
he looks FAT!!
Seriously!!

I think it was fun,
so

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Hahaha!!
Cute right mi??
Cannot tahan!!
=]]

Wake up at 5 this morning,
get things ready for HL,
and off he go..
Ooh yup,
he stay over at my place last night..

Parting just feels so sux!!
I never though that he will tear infront of mi...
But I'm really happy cause,
he make mi feel . . . .

Hahaha!!
I shall keep the feeling inside my heart...
And now,
He already reach China(ShenYang),
I had receive his sms and call...

Miss him...
I had so much to say,
but long distance call is expansive,
therefore I had to hung up after 6m27s..
Opp, it's 27....
Our Anniversary...
LOLs!!

Luckily,
my bro wife dated mi out this morning.
If not,
I will be crying the whole day,
in my room,
alone . . .

So,
i went K-lunch with her,
at Jurong Entertainment...
The lunch there totally sux!!

My feedbacks are,
1. They should fired the current cook and,
2. Employ a new cook and,
3. Include more drinks in the K-lunch menu and,
4. Lower the air-con temperature.

Lalala~
Shop around Entertainment and i found this shop,
the clothes are quite nice,
although some look very auntie,
and i brought 2 tops for $75.
Expansive leh,
summore no brand wan...

Okie, I'm tired.
Shall blog again next time.
Bye everyone!!
Good night!!

waitingforhiscall...
waitingfor0227...
waitingforhisreturn...

2008-01-29T23:50:00.000+08:00

Cherish everyone around you,
cause,
you never know when he or she will be gone.

To be truth,
I cant feel what he's feeling now,
cause,
I've never being through that before..

But I know,
it must be very heart-breaking,
heart-pain & full of sorrow..

All I can is,
no matter what, life still goes on..

Time will not stop,
because of you...

Anyway,
last 3 days before HL fly,
off to CHINA!!
I'll cherish the time spend with him,
LOVE!!

2008-01-27T22:24:00.001+08:00

DAMN IT!!
Had been going out this few days with my sis.
Reason;
wanted to get myself some New Year clothes.
In the end;
didn't manage to get anything.
Instead;
my sis get herself lots of staff.

SHIT!!
How how how??
NY is coming and I haven get myself any clothes~
My sis said my taste too high liao,
that's why nothing caught my eyes!!
LOL!!

Anyway,
went orchard with my sis that day.
Get a long gray pant from Espirt for HL!!
LOL!!
What can i comment??
He look DAMN NICE in that pant can!!
Wahahaha~

Now then I realize,
actually,
my HL is quite good looking~
LOL!!
At least better than wearing jean.
But,
also provided that he shave away all his 'mao mao'.
=]]

Okie, back to the problem,
that pant very expensive leh,
$100 after discount!!
But I think it's worth it.
Cause
HE LOOK NICER!!
Hahaha~

Happy 11 month~
Although we didn't get to meet up today.
Missyousomuch. . .

I'm gonna start my holiday soon!!
1 last week before school end!!
And,
5 more days before HL fly~

2008-01-16T22:01:00.000+08:00

Today is Wednesday!!

AND,
meeting up with HL is a MUST!!
That's the reason why I LOVE wed so so much!!
Wahahaha~

Met HL at Causeway at 12pm,
but i was late for 40min!!
sorrydragon~
He was waiting for mi at KFC,

therefore as usual,
we had our lunch at KFC.

After which,
we went for movie,
'Alien Vs Predator 2'.
I thought it is quite nice,
but HL didn't like it.
=[[

Anyway,
after movie,
we shop around at causeway
because HL want to get himself some clothes.

However,
I was the one who ended up buying thing~
LOL!!
Because of that DAMN STUPID SHOE LAH!!
SICKENING!!
Got 2 BIG blister at my toe,
both left and right!!

I never ever had come across such a
BIG & PAIN blister you know?
I swear that I'm not gonna wear that STUPID shoe any any more!!
ASS-HOLE!!

[ Left ]
[ Right ]

HL brought mi a pair of shoe~
LALALA~
I LOVE IT!!
Actually i wanted to buy plaster wan,
but he insisted on buying a new pair of shoe,
so... haha =]]

HL didn't manage to get anything today~
HAhaha!!
Never mind,
we can always go out again on his next pay!!
Hahaha!!

I really enjoy the time spend with him today,
it's being a long time since we last catch a movie,
AND,
it's the first time where we shop and buy things together!!

I promise,
to love you,
as long as i can~

2008-01-15T14:59:00.000+08:00

Why lie to mi?

I should know that,
what is mine,
is mine..

What is not mine,
there's no use focusing it..

I should learn,
to let go,
to give up..

millionsthoughtrunthroughmymind.
maybe,
idunbelongtothereanymore.
maybe,
idunbelongthere,
rightfromthestart.

2008-01-14T21:02:00.000+08:00

Yesterday was the happiness day of my life!!
Guess what??
Yesterday right,
i went for dinner with my bro, sis and parents at Bukit Batok,
HL was there too!!
Cant believe that they can actually set down and eat together!!
I always thought that they dislike him a lot,
but seems like I'm wrong!!

We had a early Birthday celebration for my father,
whom actual Birthday is on 15th Jan~
Although he will never get to see this,
but,
HAPPY BIRTHDAY DAD!!
Hope he will stay health always!!
LOVED!!

I had a good start this year,
hope things will get better and better,
for mi and him,
for everyone in my family,
for my girlfriends,
and for all my friends!!

imissyou.

2008-01-11T20:46:00.000+08:00

Hello everyone!!
I'm back!!
First post in 2008..
My friends already post until dunno where liao then i just start onli..

Okie, to begin with,
I should start with school reopen.
Sch is fun!!
At least MUCH MUCH better then what it was..

I make some friends,
at least i have someone to meet and go sch together,
at least i have someone to have lunch together..
LOL!!

They said they wanna go out on 4th of Feb,
looking forward to that day..
Hahaha!!

Since HL fly liao,
I can go anywhere i wan,
I can even go out everyday..

But i can't go home too late,
if he catch mi doing that,
I think I'll be dead!!

Overall,
everything is going fine for mi,
although sometime I'll quarrel with him,
but i know,
we can overcome it!!

Any another 21 days before he fly off to China,
wahahaha!!
I won't be sad,
I'll feel happy for him,
cause he finally had the chance to Cele CNY with him family..

AND,
most importantly,
I'll have plenty of time to spend with my friends!!

EVERYONE!!
MEET MI OUT DURING 1st Feb to 26th Feb OKIE!?
IF NOT I'LL GET BORED TILL DEAD!!

My wish in 2008..
To all my friends,
do stay health, loving, cute, pretty, cheerful and happy okie!!
I LOVE YOU!!

Thanx to gwen,
I'm able to put my picture in my blog!!
LOVE you okie!!
We shall meet at Feb okie??
Then i go take An Bao from your parents!!
Muhahahaha~

Seriously,
I miss my girlfriends so so much!!
AND
I miss my best friends so much!!

-16 days till 10months Anniversary =]]
-21 days till 1st Feb =]]
-15 days more to holiday =]]

.: mylifeisCOMPLETEbecausethere'sYOU :.

2007-12-24T02:46:00.000+08:00

The thought of losing someone you love,
hurts...

I cant imagine,
what life would be,
without you...

You're the reason,
that i move on...

You fill up my life,
every sec.
every min..
every hour...
every-day....
every-night.....

How do i live,
without you?

我只在乎你
抱着你的手我用力握紧
我有些不冷静，因为我知道要失去你

时间不留情岁月不饶你
你说青春已用尽，现在该选择放弃

你曾说另一个人，比我用心，比我体贴，更懂温柔，你也想要有人更爱你
后悔当时没有，及时反应，你的不安，拥抱着你，把你给我的也给你
为何总要等到，最后一刻，无法挽留，我才明白，最宝贵的是你的真心
原来爱不是前世注定，原来爱也需要回应

(所以我求求你，别让我离开你
除了你我不能感到一丝丝情意)

repeat

除了你我不能感到一丝丝的情意

望着你背影，看不见表情
我知道有些话，现在只能感动我自已

心甘不情愿，因为伤心出卖了自已
眼泪不会说谎，全世界我只在乎你
任时光匆匆溜去，我只在乎你 ...

Just some thought,
that i have suddenly..
Lalalala~

I'm gonna cherish the time that i spend with him,
i gonna cherish him,
like how i used to cherish my toys.
(I'll wash, clean, brush and keep them in my safe)

Now then i REALLY know,
how much,
he mean to mi...

I'm not gonna do anything that I'll regret,
i onli know one thing,
I LOVE LHL!!

Seriously,
honestly,
truthfully,
right from the bottom of my heart...

I LOVE LHL!!!
>.<

2007-12-19T00:01:00.000+08:00

Yeah!!
Finally,
after much pestering,
i'm going to watch 'Golden Compass' with dragon tml!!
lalala~

I'm so so boring!!
Shouldn't holiday be exciting?
With lots of shopping and k-boxing with girlfriends?
Nah >.<
They are all busy with their staff!!
Haiz =[[
Maybe I had been forgotten by them!!

When you said,
'I love you'
it touch my heart deeply,
because,
i know you mean it..

We had been through so much suffering,
so many ups and downs,
still,
we hold on each other tightly,
because of 1 word,
LOVE...

2007-12-15T21:09:00.000+08:00

HAHAHA =]]
Something happened today!!
Okie,
i am MEAN!!

Know what??
I actually push auntie,
who is about 40 year old!!
LALALA~
AND,
she almost FALL!!
LOLS!!

Dun wanna talk about it cause it's a long story..
It's okie if u feel that I'm bad~
IT'S OKIE!! =))
Cause I'm bad, dun wanna dined it~
LOLS!!

Went airport to fetch my sis just now!!
She's back!!
She brought mi 5 BOXERS of CHOCOLATE!!
LALALA~
And 2 CHOCOLATE BAR!!
I love CHOCOLATE!!

Holiday starts right now!!
But i still haven found a job.
Haiz~
Anyone get mi a job pls~

Oh yah.
My classmate send mi a grade calculate,
which mean i can calculate my GPA for semt 2,
(but i'm not sure whether is it accurate)
and my GAP is BELOW 2!!
SHIT!!

If below 2, i'll have to retake those modules with grade D,
and worst thing is,
all my modules predicted grades are D+!!
Shit lah!!
I ask my classmate,
he said have to retain for year 1!!
I dun wan lah!!

Shit shit shit!!!
I dun wan retain!!
Waste my time and money and energy!!
Cant i just go out and work??
Sickening cert. !!!
I HATE YOU!!

whatismypurposeinthisworld??

2007-12-11T20:07:00.000+08:00

Playsafe, wearcondom.

Okie.
Long time never blog,
nothing to blog,
no one care anyway.

Life is so boring and empty.
Other then going to school,
and meeting my bf,
nothing much~

Holiday is coming.
I'm happy cause
i don't have to find different different reasons not to go school,
i can sleep as late as i wan to,
and wake up as late as i wan to.

Watch "Hit Man" and "The Kingdom" last week,
because of that stupid dragon.
Although i'm the one who ask him for movie,
but i actually wanted to watch "Enchanted" and "The Golden Compass".
lols.

There is another 2 movie that i wanted to watch,
"The Heartbreak Kid" and "Good Luck Chuck"
but it's R21.
SHIT!! SICKENING ASS!!

I NEED JOBS!!
>.<

2007-12-03T00:24:00.000+08:00

[ 第二个自己歌词 ]

这是我们走在一起的第三个夏天
聊起我来还那么膚浅
总爱对人炫耀我的微笑有多么甜
却不曾看到我另一面

我喜欢冬天喜欢音乐喜欢冒险
别总以为你爱的就是全世界

我只好偷偷藏起第二个自己
没关系对你毕竟没有意义
我愿为你去学习忘记自己
继续努力就活得像你爱的

是否会再你将不再爱我的那一天
我已经换了陌生的脸
原来可以因为爱上一个人而改变
还要求自己不该埋怨

我其实任性其实爱哭其实腼腆
是你以为你谅解我的全世界

我只好偷偷藏起第二个自己
没关系对你毕竟没有意义
我愿为你去学习忘记自己
继续努力就活得像你爱的

*我愿为你去学习忘记自己
继续努力就活得像你爱的*
HL

2007-12-02T22:34:00.000+08:00

Today went Bukit Panjang Plaza with Rong Xin for

楊丞琳签唱会!! =]]
Lalala~

I will continue to support her!!
If she come again i'll sure go want!!
Hahaha~

I like her!!
Yes, not LOVE!!
Hahaha~

She's pretty and cute lah!!
hahaha~
I onli manage to capture a few pictures.
Cause there are a few very tall guys right in front of mi!!
ARR!!

And my camera,
it totally SUX!!
It's time to change a new and better want!!

*thingsioncethoughtaremine,turnouttobenot*
maybe,itdoesnotbelongtomirightfromthestart.
maybe,itwasnevermine.

2007-11-27T16:49:00.000+08:00

My dragon never FAIL to DISAPPOINT mi.
He can come up with lots of reason to cancel our meeting.
From tired to late,
lazy to no money,
last min meeting friends,
no mood and quarrel.

And today,
because of some reasons i mention above,
he cancel our meeting.
He had no idea,
how how how DISAPPOINTED I'm.

Although he promise to meet mi tml,
but what's the point when it's not 27th... =[[

What's the point of celebrating,
when it is not 27th of the month...

And yah Pihua,
i check the price of that Gucci bag.
$1000 =]]
Expansive!!

-_-"

2007-11-25T14:08:00.000+08:00

rOngxIn, since you are curious, then i shall tell you!!
Hahaha..
2 more days to
MY 9 MONTH ANNIVERSARY WITH HL!!
Lalala~

Okie, HL had bought the ticket.
Departing on 1st Feb and coming back on 26th Feb. =]]
And the next day is
OUR 1 YEAR ANNIVERSARY!!
I know I'm selfish to ask him come back earlier,
毕竟他已经两年没回家了...
But anyway, he already bought the ticket and it cant be change!!
Can change lah, but need to add money =[[

Although I'll feel lonely when he go back,
although I'll miss him like HALL for that 26 days,
I'm still looking forward to it.

Because I'll get complete freedom for 26th days!!
I can go K everyday!!
I can meet friends everyday!!
And, I can go home late everyday!!
哈哈哈哈哈哈!!! =))

我想,他离开的那一天,
我会哭...

2007-11-20T17:07:00.000+08:00

Haiz. =[
Haiz.. =[[
HAIZ... =((

My dragon today tell mi,
he will be going home (China),
to celebrate CYN.
Haiz..

I'm not angry, but kinda sad.
Because he's going off at Feb and will onli be back at March.
Haiz..
My holiday start from 5th Feb,
Valentine fall on 14th Feb,
and our 1 year Anni falls on 27th Feb.
Haiz...

Which mean we wont be celebrating Valentine,
and our 1 year Anni together..
Haiz...
Without BF is already so ****!!
Cant imagine life without,
school, work & BF.

However,
he promise mi,
he'll try,
to be back before 27th...

Now,
i can onli pray that,
things will go smoothly,
and he can be back before 27th...

=[[

2007-11-20T00:52:00.000+08:00

To cut it short,
i skip school today,
and i met my bf.

He made lunch for mi,
and we spend our time watching dvd.
I brought him a water bottle because i feel that he needs it.
The bottle cost mi $7.50 =[[
Not very outstanding nor special,
waste money.
But if it is for him,
IT'S WORTH IT!! =]]

Spend the whole day with my bf,
*HEART HIM*
Really LOVE him a lot!!
I can feel that he is starting to understand mi.
In what way i dunno,
but i can feel it =)

Yesterday been watching American Next Top Model Season 9,
at PPS till late 2am.
LOVE TYRA BANKS!!
LOVE THE WAY SHE TALK.
LOVE THE WAY SHE PRESENT HERSELF.
and,
SHE'S PRETTY & BEAUTIFUL!!

After watching the show,
i got the urge of becoming a model.
WAHAHAHA~
Siao liao!! Crazy!!
Where got so fat de model want!!
Lalala~

Okie, dun nightdream anymore!!
It 1.09am now.
I'm gonna sleep cause I'm having UT tml!!
Good night everyone.
MUACK!!

Counting down: 7 more days

2007-11-18T17:07:00.000+08:00

I am god damn HAPPY can!!
You know what HL say to mi just now?
He said he felt that he didn't treat mi good enough,
and,
he felt that he had been giving mi cold shoulder this period of time.
=]]
And, we chat over the phone for 42min just now!!
Break record!! =))
We haven chat for so long since dunno when!!
Hahaha~

I feel that my blog is very plain,
thus,
I'm gonna learn from Sha B!!
Put some picture on top before i started blogging.
Wahahaha~

And hor,
I want to change my blogskin!!
How ar how ar??
I go www.blogskin.com but still dunno how to do leh!!
Pihua and Sha B teach mi leh!!
=(

Yeah, i think everyone here knows about it le,
but still, i wanna to say:
Congratulation to Pei Qi (Chong) !!!
She's getting married on 5th Jan 2008!!
Feel happy for her that she had found her Mr Right!!
Bless her!!

Planning of having a simple dinner with her,
but gonna wait for Pihua to come back first.
And i had decided to have it before her ROM.
Which means,
we onli have 2weeks (13days) of times!!
Lalala~
Everyone who is going tell mi when you're available from
23th Dec - 4th Jan.
Thanx everyone!!
Must reply mi ar.

Counting down: 9 more days =]]

2007-11-15T18:42:00.000+08:00

Hello everyone!!
A good news to you,

I went to school today!!
*CLAP CLAP*
I'm so GUAI, so PROUD of myself!!
Haha~

Had my science UT this morning.
Shit!! I only know how to do 1 question!!
Cannot get A liao, haiz.
Anyway, I had Math today's lesson.
Err, hmm, today's problem was not difficult.
At least not as difficult as what i had last 2 weeks.

But haiz, PBL DAMN sian!!
Pls don't come RP my dear girlfriends!! =[
I was surfing through the Gucci and LV website and come across some bags i like!!
=p

Neverfull GM

LV Antiga Cabas PM bag.

'joy' medium boston bag with double handles, zip-top closure,
D ring detail, and inside pocket.
32 x 17 x 22 cm.

'joy' medium boston bag with double handles, zip-top closure,
signature web, gucci script logo, D ring detail, and inside pocket.
32 x 17 x 22 cm. (got yellow, pink, red and green color)

Nice, i like~
But, like onli lah!!
Where got money to buy!! =]]

Was checking my email just now.
It's something about your personalities by looking at your birthday month and date.
Mine is 09/06, Slunk.

You are near to perfect and nice at heart.
The examples of your kindness are always circulated in groups of people.
You too, love peace.
You wouldn't like to retaliate even to a person who is in the wrong. You are loved due to this.
You do not wish to talk behind one's back.
People love the way you always treat them.
You can give, give and give love,
and the best part is that you do not expect it back in return.
You are generous enough.
Seeing things in a practical light is what the best trait of you guys remains.

Hahaha~
I'm good, but the part in green are VERY VERY WRONG!!
LOL!! I give, and i expect something in return.
If not, i will QUARREL and get ANGRY for it!!
Lalala~ And as for HL,

Very impatient and hyper!!!
You want things to be done as quickly as possible.
At heart, you are quite simple and love if you are the center of attraction.
That way, you people are unique...
You would like to keep yourself safe from all the angles.
Shall your name be dragged or featured in any sort of a controversy, you then go all panicky.
Therefore, you take your precautions from the very beginning.
When you foresee anything wrong, your sixth sense is what saves you from falling in traps.
Quite a money minded bunch you people are!!

The dark red parts are VERY VERY TRUTH!!
VERY IMPATIENT AND HYPER!!
WANT THINGS TO BE DONE ASPS!!
Yesterday hor, i onli forget to do something for him,
then kana SCOLD by him loh!!
Chey, ASS HOLE!!
Those in purple are not truth,
I'm not sure too. hahaha.

However, i still LOVE him HELL LOTS &
I'm MISSING him a lot!!
Right now.. =]]

2007-11-14T22:55:00.000+08:00

All right, I'm here to update my blog.
Hahahaha~
It's been a long time since i blog.
I'm lazy =p

Okie, today is WEDNESDAY.
And i LOVE Wednesday because i get to meet my BF!! =]
Wahahaha~
He reach my house at 11 plus.
Then he cook lunch for mi~
I LOVE IT WHEN HE COOK FOR MI!!
You zhong xing fu de gan jue =]]
*HEART HIM*

Went movie with DRAGON that day,
watch "Game Plan".
Not bad, funny and touching.
But i never CRY.
Wahahaha~

I ENJOY a lot last week!!
Went K-box with my GIRLFRIENDS on 6th Nov,
then on 8th Nov went for the BIG TEE, UNIFORM & PJY party,
at PIhua house!!
We shall have it again when Pihua come back!!

Pihua, i still dunno how to change my blogskin!!
I NEED HELP!! =[

Counting down: 13 days to go.

2007-11-02T13:05:00.000+08:00

Woo~
Today i skip school, AGAIN!!
I'm really tried loh.
Then i wake up early in the morning 5am,
to find out that,
my PERIOD came.
The CRAMP is making mi SICK.
SoOoOoOoOo PAINFUL can!!
GOD!!

Actually nothing much to blog,
onli things are,
yeah, my elder sister went Taiwan liao.
And she's coming back 10 days later.
Then 8th Nov,
my BeeHoon sister,
she's going Perth for 1 week.
Which mean,
I can go for the party earlier!!
But still need to wait after my DRAGON fall sleep first.

Ihateitwhenthingsturnthisway.
Whydoyounottrustmi?
whatcanidoifyoudon'ttrustmi,atall?
suddenly,
wearebacktoouroldselfagain.

2007-10-30T22:16:00.000+08:00

Finally,
I MEET MY DRAGON TODAY!!
It had been 6 days since we last met!!
OMG!! GOD DAMN LONG CAN!!
MIZ HIM SO SO MUCH!!

He SURPRISE mi today!!
And this few day we are like becoming BETTER and BETTER.
No more like before,
everyday quarrel, quarrel and onli quarrel. =p

I'm beginning to "Xi Guan" this kind of lifestyle.
1 week meet 2 or 3 days,
everyday chat less than 30min,
and report to him whatever things i do.

In the past right,
when this kind of things happened to my BF and mi,
i'll have the feeling that we are breaking up soon.
But now, i don't have this kind of feeling leh,
and i know that he won't leave mi.
Wahahaha~
I feel SECURE, because he ASSURE mi that,
hewillnotleavemi.
*HEART HIM*

OMG!!
i MIZ taking picture with him!!
But have to wait till he go for hair cut first.
His hair is longer now,
make him look more like UNCLE!!
LOL!! Ask you girl,
do i look like I'm dating a OLD MAN??
Be HONEST okie?!
Tell mi!!

As usually,
i SKIP school today.
I just HATE going to school.
It's DAMN BORING can!!
Haiz, anyone INTERESTED to join mi there??
LOL!! ANYONE??
Pihua? Pilai? Pixin? Pimin?
Either one of you also can!!
Can consider then tell mi want!!
Come on!! Don't be SHY!!

Sha B, don't STRESS okie??
If you need to DISTRESS,
I can accompany you go RUNNING,
or if you wan,
we can go PLAYGROUND play!!
Just tell mi okie?!
MUST remember to eat also!!
You SKINNY girl!!

Pihua, great to know that you had CONFIDENT in your Math and English paper!!
All the best for your Science paper on this coming Friday and 6th Nov!!
Continue to WORK HARD hor!!
And,
don't feel LONELY okie?!
Everyone will be there for you de.
Because of you, we have so MANY times of gathering you know??
After you fly liao,
don't think we (Xin, Min, Lai, Jen, Ling) will meet so often liao. =[

Yeah, just now right,
my sister took a picture of mi!!
VERY UGLY LOH!!
I shall post here and show you all!!
Don't laugh okie!!
p.s: canyouseemy'bikong'?

Lastly, I'm looking forward to 6th Nov!!
We are going K-Box right??
OMG!! I want to sing until my HEART come out!!
I want to SHOUT until i BREAK my voice!!
Wahahaha~
Then i want to take LOTSS of video and pic with you all!!
Wahahaha~
After that can we go shopping??
I want to buy some clothes leh!!
And yah, wallet for my DRAGON!!

~iLOVE&MIZmygirlfriends~
also,myBF 'LHL'
=p

2007-10-28T22:11:00.000+08:00

Today is a super, ultimate BORING day.
BUT,
because of my Sha B Jen,
she keep mi accompany the whole day,
she brighten up my day!!

She invite mi to her house,
then i stay for dinner,
then watch a while TV,
go FAJAR!!
cause she wan buy her $1.90 PSP.
Wahahaha~

after that,
we bought BREEZER and chat behind the Mac!!
lalalala~

JEN,
I LOVE YOU!!
myGIRLFRIEND~

but, i'm not HONEST to you...
will tell you again okie?
sorry!!

okie, when i blog till here right,
something sickening happened.
i dunno what's wrong with her lah.

I think most of the person will feel this way ba.
Do you like anyone to be beside you when you blogging?
To mi is NO!
So, just nw when my sister walk near mi,
i quickly close my laptop.
Then she ask mi what i doing and INSIST that she wan to look!!
Then i told her i was bloggin nothing to see wan!!
But she INSIST on looking at it!!

WTH!!
I mean, if you wan to read or see wait till i finish then see can?
I just feel so FUNNY and WRIED can!!
But she INSIST!!
In the end i ended up letting her see what i'm doing.
Then she say,
i never say i wan to read what you blog,
i onli wan to see right.
You acted so secretly which arouse my curiosity of course i wan to see what you doing mah.

MY GOD!!
I already told her i blooging!!
What's more for her to see?
Must be she wan to read right??
WTH!!

Whatever lah!!
I know where i stand in this house.
I MUST do what they ask mi to.
I cant say 'NO'.
Even when i need money,
i have to BEG for it wan.

Even when my mother spend some money on mi,
they will get ANGRY with her.
What's the point?
Somtime, i really think,
am i really my mum daughter?
Or they just bring mi home from rubbish bin?
I really feel that,
she shouldn't have given birth to mi.
Cause i feel that,
i'm SUFFERING.

I like to compare,
compare myself with my others friends.
They are really so LUCKLY,
at least they dun NEED to BEG for money.

I wan to move out of this house,
when i reach 21.
thisiswhatiPROMISEmyself.

Okie,
back to the topic.
Tonight was FUN!!
Hahaha. Had fun with my Sha B!!
Lalala~

WE LOOK SO SILLY!!

wearehavingFUNcan'tyouseeit?

weLOVEeachother~

myDEARgirlfriendshaBjen~

And lastly,
PIHua!!!
You are not alone okie?!
You got US!!
Lai, Jen, Min, Xin and Mi!!
Hahahaha~
Should meet up soon, right after your EXAM!!
So nw,
K the books until like siao okie?!
Then after that can ENJOY whole-heartedly liao!!

MIZeveryoneofYOU!!
p.s:learn this from jen.

2007-10-26T23:59:00.000+08:00

BIRTHDAY GIRL~

HAPPY SWEET 18 BIRTHDAY TO MY PI PI JIA ZHU DE MEMBER,
PI HUA!!!
WAHAHAHAHAHA!!
HOPE YOU ENJOY TODAY CELEBRATION~
AND,
I LOVE YOU!!
AND ALL MY GIRLFRIENDS~

*MUACK MUACK MUACK*

Meet Pi Min, Pi Rong and Sha B go Plaza at 2pm today. Then we go buy eggs, cotton and box for Pi Hua . We did something creative. We draw faces on the eggs and, we put our photo with our wishes on the back in the box. Llalala~ My creation~

Sha B creation and my creation kiss~ MUACK~ LOVING~

Mi and my creation~ Lalala~

Lastly, our works pay off.. See the expression of the Birthday girl~ Lalala~

Some picture we took while we are at Pi Hua house~
Mi and Pi Hua~

Mi and Pi min

Pi Ling and Mi~

Pi Xin and Mi~

Pi Lai and Mi~

Sha B and Mi~

The 4 of us~

Before, she's died...

After, she's so Li Lian~

Then she so lazy, ask Pi Xin to tie her hair!!

Pi Ling is bored cause we are busy photo-taking!!
Then we left her there~ Hahah...

Finially, our family photo!!!

I ENJOY TODAY AND ESP THE LAST PART WHERE,
PI LAI, PI XIN, SHE B AND MI TAKE THE CAKE AND THROW AT PI HUA FACE!!
WAHAHAHAH!!
~FUN FUN FUN~

NEXT WILL BE PI LAI,
AT 25/12,
WAHAHAHA!!
I'LL BE THERE!!
LALALALA~

2007-10-23T15:53:00.000+08:00

Today i got UT for culture at 9am till 9.30am~
I think quite easy leh, hahaha...
Think can get A or at least B~
Then i gotten ask my dragon treat mi something nice,
or bring mi out...
Lalala~ This is what he promise,
if i get A i can ask for anything i want!!

Today lesson is Science, =s
so boring~
It's about gene, allele, genotype, phenotype etc..
All those things i had learn in secondary sch.
Sian =(
An Qi today never come,
sad case...
We same team leh, then she never come..
Then hor, because today lesson very boring mah,
so my teammate and mi,
we leave at 2nd meeting~
Wahahahah!!
I cant imagine how my faci will react when he found out the WHOLE team had left...

I'm waiting for my dragon now...
He said that today will come find mi =p
But he call mi just now,
he said he haven finish work,
so today not coming liao =[
Haiz...

2007-10-21T22:10:00.000+08:00

GIRLFRIENDS~
I know i had made you all worried.
But dun worry,
I'm fine now,
I'm okie now.
At least not as emo when i last blog.

Pihua, Lai and Jen~
Lalala~
Thanx for your concern...
And esp Sha B,
the message you send mi,
i was TOUCH!!
Wahahaha....
It's great to have you all as my GIRLFRIENDS~
At least i know, there's still ppl who cares for mi!!

Okie, mi and my dragon, i THINK, SHOULD be,
okie le ba. At least we are okie today.
But i'm not sure about tml. No ppl can predict what will happen tml.
So, i can say, I'm happy now.

I promise my dragon,
I'll be a good girl,
not to make him worry for mi,
not to stress him anymore,
not to quarrel with him as and when i like,
& not to crate problems for him anymore.
AND,
i want to make him feel happy around mi!!!
Lalalalala~

Yoz, let talk about today.
Chey, i went for work today.
Early in the morning 5am i woke up,
and i found it's raining, heavily!!
DAMN it!! I suddenly feel the urge of going back to my bed and continue sleeping.
Cause of the rain,
it makes mi wanna sleep and i feel VERY cold!!
Anyway, i still go for work today,
because i dun have a choice.

Shit,
you know what's the problemS of having many 'lao ban' in 1(one) shop??
You ask them the same question and they all give you different answers.
For example,
Boss 1 says,
"Motor trolley can only rent to member."
Then boss 2 say,
"Motor trolley can rent to member and non-member."
Another example,

Boss 1 say,
"You no need to get them sign on the book, you can write yourselves."
Boss 2 say,
"Cannot, you must ask them sign want."

What to do? Listen to who?
Later i listen to boss 1 then boss 2 saw then kana scold.
Or if i listen to boss 2 then boos 1 saw i also kana scold.
Chey!! I jusy HECK CARE lah.
I do whatever i like~ LOh.

Okie, it's late...
I still need to wake up at 7am tml.
Byebye~
Will update if anything happen~
Take care everyone!!!!!
LOVED~

2007-10-21T00:14:00.000+08:00

Hesaidhewasveryunhappy,
hesaidhe'sverytired,
hesayi'mselfish,
hesayhe'supset,
buthesayhe'llnotleavemi,
unlessiaskfor,
unlessisayso,
he'llnotleavemi.

i ask myself,
why still hold on to the relationship when being together onli make him feel miserable?
i should had let him go,
but i dun have the courage,
because i cant imagine what life would be without him.
i know it,
i wont be able to stand up again if i were to lose him.
But, i dun want him to suffer.
So, i have to make a decision.

I promise to give myself 1 week,
if there's still no improvement,
i shall,
let him go...

iwasthinkingjustnow,
when was the last time we took photo together?
when was the last time we went dating?
when was the last time we chat nicely through the phone?
when was the last time you said you love mi, truthfully?
(not because of the sake of saying.)
when was the last time you feel happy when you are with mi?

recall:
i lied to him,
and the thing he hate is ppl lie to him.
I did it,
but he forgive mi.
But now, what had i done so far to make him feel that it's worth it,
to forgive mi?
Nothing...
All the things i had promised him,
i broke it.
I know he was very disappointed.
i'mreallysorry...

2007-10-19T09:37:00.000+08:00

Hello~
Yeah, i had an HAPPY evening yesterday..
After i finish school right, Sha B ask wanna meet up anot cause very long never meet liao mah. Haha.
But then after that they say wanna host a SURPRISE party for Shi Min.
Then i was so EXCITED can~ Hahaha.
Okie, then we went to her house, then chat, then wait for Pihua and Lailai to come.
They baked cookies and brought cake for Shi min. The cookies very nice can!!
Hahaha. Must have took them very long time to bake.

Lalalala~ Some photo we took before they came~
Sha B very funny loh, keep making us laugh.
Yeah, the photo is credit to Shi Min sister, Shi what?? Forget liao~ Hahaha.
Sha B so MAN right?? Haha...

Mi and my Sha B, this is the only pic that i took i nice~
The rest of mi look so FAT~
But I AM fat!! =s

Loh~ Mi and Rong Xin~
She keep saying "Today i take foto not nice."
In the end she keep taking.
Contradicting~

Okie~ Finally, the BIRTHDAY GIRL!!
She's talking to the phone with her WONDER MAN!!!
Wahahahahaha.

Then, about 9 or 9 plus, Pihua and Lai reach le.
They knock the door and shout "Buy Ice-cream buy Ice-cream!!".
Then Shi min believe leh!! Hahaha~
She so silly right??
Then we keep asking her to open the door but she dun want!!
Wao Lao~ She damn blur can~
Like so obvious loh, then she never sense anything~

After that when she finally open the door then
"HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO YOU~"
She like shock can!!
Hahahaha. Was glad that it went well~ Maybe cause she's SLOW ba~
If for other people they will know liao loh.

Then ask her make 3 wish.
Then play, then throw cake at her. She look so er xin!! Hahaha.

After clearing up, we set down and chat, and also ATE the cokies!!
But got left some cake so we EAT it!!
Like so disgusting loh~

Yes, we'are eating the cake in our hand~
Hahahah~
I wonder if my dragon see it how will he feel?!
Hahahaha~

Then finally, our group photo~
Yes, credit to Shi Min brother (but dunno what name, i think is kai what de)
Hahahaha~

I edit a bit the photo...Nice mah?? Hahaha~
Yesterday hor, i reach home at 10.06pm.
Then i was prepare, FULLY prepare that i will get scolded by my dragon!!
Because at first i told him I'll be going home at 8 plus or 9.
I didn't expect to stay until 10.

But hor, he never scold mi leh.
Instead, he shows like he dun CARE~
Wried! I rather he scold mi, then keeping quite.
Then i keep asking him not to be angry, then he said he not angry, but very tired.
So, we talk for about less then 10min then he go sleep liao.

Wried!! Very wried!!
But what can i do if he choose to keep quite?
Nothing...

I'llchoosetobelieve,
heisAFRAIDofLOSINGmithatwhyhegetsANGRYwhenireachhomeLATE.
heUNDERSTANDmiandthusnotgetangrywhenireachhomeLATE.
andI'llchoosetobelieve,
he'llneverleavemiwheneversomethingbadhappen,
he'llbetherewheneverineedhim,
becausethisiswhathepromisemi,
anditrustedhim.

2007-10-14T15:46:00.000+08:00

I feel so UNFAIR!!!
Why is it that when his guy-friends ask him out he can straight alway say "YES"!?
Why is it that when my girl-friends ask mi out i ALWAYS need to say "I need to ASK. Confirm with you later!!"
In the end i still CANNOT go!!
NOT FAIR!!
Am i his PET or GIRLFRIEND??
I SERIOUSLY feel that i DON'T deserve this kind of treatment!! NOT AT ALL!!
WT-FUCK!!!

2007-10-12T20:56:00.000+08:00

Today i take songs from my classmate Kat and Pei Hao.
Then Kat give mi this very nice song!!
Song by 周蕙~ I loves her songs CAN!!
I'll try to put the song here so you all can listen.

该忘了你对不对
大雨过后的眼泪
挂在充满回忆的橱窗
我却不想忘以往
那些心碎的心创

记忆是一个行囊
陪伴着我到世界流浪
我让悲伤都装上翅膀
再见了就不能倔强

该忘了你对不对
怕自己无法面对
无怨无悔
把一切留给纪念
受过沉默的创伤
它会慢慢被岁月
一片片填满
渐渐就习惯不再想
忘记曾经最痛的地方

该忘了你对不对
我应该坚强面对
学会遗忘
不能像爱的挣扎
记忆会为我收藏
那些美丽时光
为爱付出过的力量
带着爱去寻找
幸福的希望

^ Life is beautiful, wonderful & colourful with HIM around ^

2007-10-12T19:00:00.000+08:00

I just wake up from my sleep~ Damn tired, dunno why.
Actually wanted to meet Sha B and Pi Hua for dinner de. But because i too tired liao so i cancel it.
Sorry Sha B and Pi Hua!! Dun angry mi can?? We go another time okie??

Today is the Eve of Hari Raya~ But still need to go sch. Haiz.

(And sorry Jal, i cannot lend you my camera!!)
However, we end sch early then usual, 3pm.
Then because my classmate likes to ask question, we end around 3.20pm.
My class ppl is hard working!! I should be like them, but I'm lazy~

Okie, anyway, today's problem was contradicting~
I was blur when i saw the problem statement today.
An example of contradiction is "You don't like the girl but you kiss her".
There is onli 1 conclusion to this statement, true AND false.
An example of paradox is "War is peace".
There is 2 conclusion to this statement, true OR false.

Another example of paradox:
"This sentence is false"
If this sentence is true, then it is false.
But if this sentence is false, then it is true.
Understand?? =p

Wahahahaha!!! I was doing my daily assessment just now, then i do half way very boring so i blog.
Today the quiz question is so wried, show you.

There is a gold coin in one of the three boxes labeled A, B and C. A note is written on each of the three as follows:

Question: If onli one(1) of the notes on the boxes is True, (the other two notes are false), identify in which box (A, B or C) the gold coin is in. Explain your answer.
Hahahaha~ I dunno I answer correctly anot.
But i think there is no right or wrong answer as long as what you explain is logical.

Yesterday i got my Understanding Test for Problem Solving.
I dunno how to do some of the question cause i never come for the first lesson.
Lalala~ Anyway, the rest i manage to ANYHOW answer. LOH~
Hope can pass!! Can get B is good already.

I went home yesterday during the 2nd break with Angela~
Wahahahaha~ We so bad!! Leave our teammate to die on their own.
Chat with her on the way home.
She very small size leh!! Sit beside her i look like XXXL CAN!!
Lalalala~ She very friendly, she say today will come sch but in the end never come.
Nek nek pok~

Okie, i need to go do my RJ liao.
Tired le. Tonight need to sleep early cause tml working~
Hope tml will not fall down again!! Hahahaha~
The job DAMN sian loh!! I need to buy some sweets and magazines to acc mi.
And yah, i go update my HP de song.
With the help of music, i pass my time quicker!!

*Whatever you do, don't regret*

2007-10-10T14:14:00.000+08:00

Wahahaha~ I so sain can!! In school now having break!! Going to start lesson liao, 15 more min. YES!! PiHua i told you i did something to my laptop right?? This is what i did!! wahahahahah~

CAN tell her you know!! Hahaha. I too boring liao need to find things to entertain myself!! =D

Oh yah, yesterday hor, my darling Reena so GOOD can!!
She acc Hui Ning go Causeway then she brought donut for us (Including mi)...
SWEET =x

Then they both bring it to my class!! OMG~
Hahaha... Thanx for the donut darling!!
She is afraid that i never eat!!
~HEART~
And she CARE for my leg!!
LOH!! Great to have you as my LAOPO, Reena!!
Take CARE hor you!!

Back again, Pihua is going to have a pajamas party on 8th Nov at NIGHT!!
Not sure whether i can go anot, haiz....
I'll try asking then give you the ans again.
MIZ YOU~

2007-10-07T15:27:00.000+08:00

Hello~ I'm here to blog again.

Yesterday and today working, today reach home at 12:47pm.
Then now I'm bored so i blog.
I so SIAN!! Waiting for the dragon to come find mi.
He everytime so SLOW want.

By the way, lets talk about yesterday.
Yesterday i VERY "Dao Mei", you know what??
I wake up late for work, then when i reach BBP interchange i saw 176.
So, i RUN!! Cause if i miss this bus then will have to wait very long.
Guess what?? I run and run then i FALL DOWN!!!
My GOD!! DAMN PS LOH!!
Then the driver saw, he ask mi okie anot!!
PSPSPSPSPSPSPS!!!

After that....
I finally reach Jurong liao. Then i quickly setup all the things.
Then i serve 1 costumer, he very 'ganchiong'. Then i also 'ganchiong'.
He using American Express card to pay.
Cause i first time use that then he so 'ganchiong' i also 'ganchiong' then in the end, i FORGET to get him sign on the receipt.
SHIT!! Then if they cannot get the money i need to pay myself.
Although it's onli $26.00, but still, haiz....

Then, it was peaceful till change shift, which mean I'm going home soon,
the uncle count the money then tell mi short of $10.10.
Which mean i HAVE to top up the amount myself. Haiz.

So 'Dao Mei' right? Haiz!!!
I tell my dragon that i fall down then he ANGRY!!
WTH!! ANGRY for what sia!! Not my fault right!! He though i WISH to fall down meh!! PAIN leh!!
BUT never mind. Hahahaha.
Cause i socld him too!! Then he told mi he CARE that's why he scold.
I know this is the way he showing his CARE & CONCERN to mi LONG ago,
but sometime i just cannot accept it.
Anyway, he did something for mi which makes mi JUMP over the MOON yesterday,
he help mi to wash, clear then bangle my wound.
SWEET~ First time he treat mi like QUEEN!!!
HAPPY!! WAHAHAHAHA!!!

Oh yah, i upload my injure leg for you all to see!!
Not serious lah but it's painful!!

Side View

Front View

Zoom In

I took this picture when I'm working.
Too boring liao, nothing to do.
Wahahahaha.

2007-10-05T19:27:00.000+08:00

HEY!! My NEW blog!!
Last month that want kana LOCK!! SHIT MAN!! They my blog is a SPAM blog!! WTH!!
Okie! Whatever, i can alway make a NEW want.
But i'm lazy lah. But since i now so free and nothing to do then i make loh.

You know why i so free anot? Cause of that STUPID DRAGON lah!!
We 3 days never meet liao can!!
WTF***!!
DAMN LONG CAN!! MY GOD!!
He every time say tomorrow tomorrow, but when is my TOMORROW??
But no choice lah, he work mah then tired.
I cant expect him to come find mi every time also, bus fare is FUCKING EXPENSIVE can!!
So ta-ta, i will CONTROL myself want.

Erm, erm, erm, erm.
Today i so EXCITED can!!
Cause i saw Fiona Xie!! OH MY GOD!! She DAMN PRETTY can!!
Wahahahahahahahaha!!
DAMN SLIM!! I LOVE HER!!
She came my school today cause of the show "Hey! Gorgeous".
LALALALA~
HAPPY HAPPY HAPPY~
She brighten up my day, hahaha.

Okie, back to serious matter.
Today Pi Hua chat with me on msn.
She ask me whether i'm free on 26th Oct night.
Shhhh~ Cannot tell other people she want date me.
Later they jealous. Wahahaha.
She want meet me go BBQ at her block there.
DAMN EXCITED can!!
What are WE gonna do there other then eating??
Just the 2 of us leh!!
Alone leh, hahahaha!!

By the way, Pi Hua.
GLAD to heard that you can put down the past!!
You are SO brave!!
If for mi ar, i sure cannot make it want.
You must stay cheerful okie?!
If anyone bully you tell mi!!
I go KICK their ASS!! Wahahahaha.

Also hor, I chat with Sha B too.
Saw her blog, think she working like hell!!
Must take care of yourselves okie?!
If the job very *** then QUIT loh. WTH!!
Your BABY can feed you mah!!
Wahahahaha.
Yeah!! Today is the 5th, my PAY day!!
Thanx for reminding mi, i almost forget!!
Okie, she said they sometime WILL forget to give us the pay!!
Hope they'll remember tomorrow!!
Then i can treat my LAOGONG something nice!!
Lalalala~

He said tomorrow come fetch mi from work.
Hope he'll not disappoint mi AGAIN!!
I'll blog again when i free!!
Byebye~

PS: To all my friends retaking 'O' this year, study hard and all the best to you all!!
Jia You!!